*Pacing back and forth in the kitchen, I make loud muttering sounds of anger. I grab my phone and quickly call Kaden. It goes straight to voicemail, which I expected. He and Am are doing some training hell thing. However, I needed to vent and yell and swear and punch at stuff and yell; Kaden was always my go to guy for that. Even before he was my mate, anytime something seriously pissed me off, I'd call him. Usually leaving a 7 minute voicemail of me rambling and yelling. He'd always call back, just as angry, and let me rant some more. Now that he was my mate, there was always the possibility he'd kill whoever pissed me off. Right now, I was okay with that. As soon as the voicemail recording ended, I broke into a tirade*
You will NOT believe what the hell just happened. You know that photo shoot? The one where I was kidnapped and almost killed from? The one where I have had to wear scratchy clothes for 13 hours a day? They. Just. Booted. Me. *Pausing where he would normally be saying something, I then continued* I know! They said "after reviewing everything, I didn't have the 'look' they were searching for". It's like, you couldn't have figured that out 2 MONTHS AGO?! And it gets even worse! They said the reason I didn't have the "look" they want, is because my skin is too dark, I'm not skinny enough, and apparently, my eyes look dead. I'm like, the fuck you say! My eyes aren't dead! Now, I'm not saying I am the most beautiful girl in the world, nor am I the skinniest, but damn it, I know what I have and I know how to make it work. And here is the real kicker. The REAL reason they did this was because we are two days away from being done, and they didn't want to pay me. Talking to a friend on the set, they found someone who would do the same thing for half the cost, so they fired me, saying I wasn't what they wanted, so they didn't have to pay me in full or pay me a bonus. I am so mad I could punch someone right in the dick!
*Letting out a relieved breath, I sit down in a kitchen chair* I hope training hell is going well. I'm not going to lie, it sucks not having you here. When you get a chance, call me back. Love you, K. *Making a kissy sound into the phone, I hang up and decide to go find Turstin to make me food. The Gods know, I'll probably burn the house down if I tried to cook right now*
*Letting out a relieved breath, I sit down in a kitchen chair* I hope training hell is going well. I'm not going to lie, it sucks not having you here. When you get a chance, call me back. Love you, K. *Making a kissy sound into the phone, I hang up and decide to go find Turstin to make me food. The Gods know, I'll probably burn the house down if I tried to cook right now*